Wednesday, July 3, 2019

A Serving of Fruit


A word (again) about Timing. 


“What are you doing?” (they mean work-wise)
((What am I not* doing))

What is the evidence of the Fruits of my Life?
Perhaps I am a waste
or merely a waist, waiting to expand or contract

I suppose I should have evidence to show you, like a newly baked pie to present to you on a platter (I was holding it behind my back the whole time! Couldn't you tell?)

Evidence?
Perhaps not yet. But soon. The breath of life is in me
I am the noose that holds me back—I release myself from my own constraints
The cry is voiced, but not yet filling the room--Not even filling my lungs

I am on a path now, unchaperoned
A little unearthed, but not dislodged

It’s action in non action.
It's taking the reins by laying them down
It’s striking your opponent by sheathing your sword
  
“Beware for I am fearless and therefore powerful,” says the author of Frankenstein.
 
I am a bit of un-molded clay, moldering beneath the earth
But, soon….

I move forward by making tiny “still” movements
In the quiet moments between moments I am inspired
Like a spire of a church I am the lightning rod open to passing invisible charges
My body charged and ready to ground into reality

I am a hare AND a tortoise. Quickly,
Slow at first

 ((I end up getting the help I need by giving a helping hand first.))

Advice:

Be who you Are: without Shame, Apology or Reservation

Speak the vocal chords that are in you—ring your own neck just enough to release the music
You are a pied piper,  a wandering bard
In truth, a one-man band
A Jesus of Nazareth, a prophet to the people in your land. 
Do not jip them of their divine right—your gifts. Did you think they were for you?

Late or Soon?> who’s to tell. The telling is in the waiting.
In the being here.... Not then, but now.
Without fear or doubt or impossibility. 
Action without reaction. 
Belief without passivity.

Void, empty, but filled to the brim, 
pouring vast quantities~

((Hint: We gain our greatest portion by serving and dishing out what is within us.))